Eventhough we fight like crazy, he always has a way to cheer me up and eventhough I’m the biggest bitch to him, he loves me no matter what. I know I should appreciate him a little more than before, but thats a problem that i have. I hold grudges and can never let go of the wrong things he’s done to me, but for real i should move on from my past and not live it because right now it’s ruining me. He’s trying to make this work between us and build a happy family, but I’m just the stubborn and most ignorant one. we struggle with money but the most sweetest thing he’s ever done for me was to give me flowers after we fought. it just made me tear…. HE REAALLLY LOVES ME.